I'm now up to 653 uploads, and our member list at
is totally screwed up, even though all the HTML and crap is right, have a look for yourself [link]
dA needs to stop glitching or do something
This, along with lack of response/interest, how hard I have to work to make my art to even make it LOOK decent, and stuff going on offline (and
online) just makes me want to quit.
I'm still working on what I have to do though. I'm not going anywhere.
I might get my PS3 as soon as next week, but tomorrow might be a very, very bad day at work for my dad, I'm worried..........
Why does this shit always happen to me. I never can get out of this hole I'm in, and when I do catch some sunlight, it doesn't take long for it to cloud back up. I'm tired of trying to have a normal life, i never get to do anything interesting, i don't have anything to show for myself or look forward to, i have always been stuck in this hole, trying to get out, I'm just tired of trying...
bluh bluh huge bitch