That's a good question.
I have no idea what I did last month, or what I've done this month. It just seems like a blur.
I'm ok. I feel like a bad person though. I never seem to be able to live up to my words.
I'm gonna do some art soon, even if it's just sketches of ideas I've had for a while. Sorry, requests/contest entries/whatever will have to wait. But that stuffs so old by now I don't think anyone cares and I'm certain those contests are long done and over with. Sorry.
Sorry seems to be a word I say the most these days. What meaning does it have? I feel like I've stretched it too thin.
For the moment I've been playing Pokemon White, Black, and the rest, filling in my old persona on YouTube (
[link] This one, if you forgot). I still need two more for my "team" which I'm working on now but not as vigorously.
I feel as if my life is at a standstill at the moment, even if it seems like I'm "busy". I think it's the calm before the storm, but not a bad storm, a storm of better things. I hope so. Even though I haven't been as depressed, that's hasn't kept me from being terribly lonely, especially lately. Since I've been more involved offline I got a sad reminder that I really don't have any friends or anyone to socialize with. It's always been online for almost a decade now. Just the same as my efforts when I was younger, my attempts at making friends doesn't go well because of where I live and my inaccessibility. In some ways I feel as if I've forgotten how to act! But enough about that. I'm just overthinking things I guess. I just wish I had someone to share things with that lived here. No one cares.
My grandma loved the painting.
I hate cold weather. We had snow flurries the other night. Way too early for that, but then again I don't really care.
I'm tired. I'm gonna go catch up on some sleep.
I'll be back sooner than you think.
Thanks for keeping up with me.
Life happens and sometimes things don't go as planned. No one can blame you for that, so don't be so hard on yourself.
I hope things get better for you soon and your storm is indeed a good one. Just keep hanging on you know we're here for you, thick or thin.
And I think all of us, me included, miss you when you're gone.
Not that we didn't enjoy it down here, but 40 degree weather in October....
What the hell Mother Nature!?
Yeah it was crazy. It's been really warm for the past few days but I've noticed the mornings have started being colder again, and the wind's blowing so I'm expecting it to drop down a bit again soon.