That's a good question.
I have no idea what I did last month, or what I've done this month. It just seems like a blur.
I'm ok. I feel like a bad person though. I never seem to be able to live up to my words.
I'm gonna do some art soon, even if it's just sketches of ideas I've had for a while. Sorry, requests/contest entries/whatever will have to wait. But that stuffs so old by now I don't think anyone cares and I'm certain those contests are long done and over with. Sorry.
Sorry seems to be a word I say the most these days. What meaning does it have? I feel like I've stretched it too thin.
For the moment I've been playing Pokemon White, Black, and the rest, filling in my old persona on YouTube ([link]
This one, if you forgot). I still need two more for my "team" which I'm working on now but not as vigorously.
I feel as if my life is at a standstill at the moment, even if it seems like I'm "busy". I think it's the calm before the storm, but not a bad storm, a storm of better things. I hope so. Even though I haven't been as depressed, that's hasn't kept me from being terribly lonely, especially lately. Since I've been more involved offline I got a sad reminder that I really don't have any friends or anyone to socialize with. It's always been online for almost a decade now. Just the same as my efforts when I was younger, my attempts at making friends doesn't go well because of where I live and my inaccessibility. In some ways I feel as if I've forgotten how to act! But enough about that. I'm just overthinking things I guess. I just wish I had someone to share things with that lived here. No one cares.
My grandma loved the painting.
I hate cold weather. We had snow flurries the other night. Way too early for that, but then again I don't really care.
I'm tired. I'm gonna go catch up on some sleep.
I'll be back sooner than you think.
Thanks for keeping up with me.